Spacetopia

Has anyone gone through a Déjà Vu experience before? It is one of those rare experience where you feel you have been there or have seen this before, it is like you are travelling down a road and came upon a road split in which you should choose either go right or left, when you are at that intersection, you get a vision of selecting the right road, that is a Déjà Vu. Just thinking about having such experience might sometimes sounds cool, but in other times, it could send you shivers down your spine.

 

What if I tell you that this vision you had is not a vision, but in fact it is real, you have taken that road before and you know you did. How that would feel. Not just that. To make it more complicated, you know that this road you have taken didn't end up well and I am asking you to go through the same road while expecting a different outcome, could that be possible? How would you feel? Will you take the road? Will you forget your past experience with that road, and hope that this road had been fixed or changed? What would you do? Tell me!

Every day in life we face the same over and over. But did we ever stop one day wondering why it is happening the way it is. Not many people stop to think for a second or even give it a thought through their whole life. People choose to continue their life as it goes.

Is thinking a blessing or a curse? Some would say it is a blessing, as we realize what we want to do in life, and other would say it is a curse, as we find about what we are missing in life. Everyday we in a struggle with life against what we want against what we can have. Shouldn't there be time when all roads end, or we keep chasing an endless road, endless dream, a hope that is not there, a fantasy.

All this noise in my head that is keeping me alive, or is it the path to my death. Silence is what I choose to deal with this noise. I am afraid of what is inside me, inside my head, inside my feelings, I am afraid of where it would lead me to. Would it lead me to shore? Would it lead me to the dark deeps of the seas? I just cannot figure out where it is taking me. So I am following it, I am going with the flow, I see people let it go too. I stopped and thought about where it is taking me, yet it is taking me as it is taking everybody else.

Am I doomed? Am I saved? Where is that road taking me to...

This poem had a nice story. This was my first poem I wrote to my friend, and I always tried to write her anything before, but wasn't able to get out the words. So it was valentine and I wanted to write her something.

 

I kept thinking and thinking without any luck, till one time in my dreams I dreamt of sitting down holding a guitar and singing the first two lines from the second paragraph, so this was like my first push and then I completed it later on.

 

It might not be as good as the ones before, but like I promised that I will post more of my work.

 

 

 

This was a poem for a friend who is so dear to me that I wanted to express how much I appreciate her friendship, so thought nothing is better than writing a poem from your heart.

 

I always like writing poems, specially when I write about something that really is into my heart and feelings. Along the years I have written many poems, some of them while being in love, some for close friends and some even in a moment of anger.

 

I thought it would be nice to share with the people my work and get some comments on it, and I am open for any discussion.

 

Below was one of my first longer poems, and I wrote it to my ex-fiancee on our first valentine and it goes as this:

 

 

 

 

Unfortunately as they always say, love stories never end like in the movies because they simply don't get what happens after the movie ends, of whatever troubles and problems they face after that happy ending.

 

This won't be my last submit for my work and I promise to submit more later.