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July 14 Déjà VuHas anyone gone through a Déjà Vu experience before? It is one of those rare experience where you feel you have been there or have seen this before, it is like you are travelling down a road and came upon a road split in which you should choose either go right or left, when you are at that intersection, you get a vision of selecting the right road, that is a Déjà Vu. Just thinking about having such experience might sometimes sounds cool, but in other times, it could send you shivers down your spine.
What if I tell you that this vision you had is not a vision, but in fact it is real, you have taken that road before and you know you did. How that would feel. Not just that. To make it more complicated, you know that this road you have taken didn't end up well and I am asking you to go through the same road while expecting a different outcome, could that be possible? How would you feel? Will you take the road? Will you forget your past experience with that road, and hope that this road had been fixed or changed? What would you do? Tell me! June 20 Silent NoiseEvery day in life we face the same over and over. But did we ever stop one day wondering why it is happening the way it is. Not many people stop to think for a second or even give it a thought through their whole life. People choose to continue their life as it goes. Is thinking a blessing or a curse? Some would say it is a blessing, as we realize what we want to do in life, and other would say it is a curse, as we find about what we are missing in life. Everyday we in a struggle with life against what we want against what we can have. Shouldn't there be time when all roads end, or we keep chasing an endless road, endless dream, a hope that is not there, a fantasy. All this noise in my head that is keeping me alive, or is it the path to my death. Silence is what I choose to deal with this noise. I am afraid of what is inside me, inside my head, inside my feelings, I am afraid of where it would lead me to. Would it lead me to shore? Would it lead me to the dark deeps of the seas? I just cannot figure out where it is taking me. So I am following it, I am going with the flow, I see people let it go too. I stopped and thought about where it is taking me, yet it is taking me as it is taking everybody else. Am I doomed? Am I saved? Where is that road taking me to... May 20 Valentine Poems (2)This poem had a nice story. This was my first poem I wrote to my friend, and I always tried to write her anything before, but wasn't able to get out the words. So it was valentine and I wanted to write her something.
I kept thinking and thinking without any luck, till one time in my dreams I dreamt of sitting down holding a guitar and singing the first two lines from the second paragraph, so this was like my first push and then I completed it later on.
It might not be as good as the ones before, but like I promised that I will post more of my work.
For all the life I lived,
I wish if I only offered, One of what you've given me, And made my life a melody. Babe, for you i'd go so far,
And bring you down the stars, And I will promise you that, As long as you're my friend, I'll make you live a tale, Fairy tale that will never end. So pumpkin, rise and shine I wish you a Happy Valentine May 15 Forever FriendsThis was a poem for a friend who is so dear to me that I wanted to express how much I appreciate her friendship, so thought nothing is better than writing a poem from your heart.
From a heart so pure, Full of love to endure, To a friend of which I'm sure, Her existence is simply a cure, That heals all my troubles away, And a little laugh from her, Will make you wanna stay, Into her eyes you'll stare, Full of innocence, full of sway, Oh love, sister, and my only friend, Bouquet of flowers to you I send, Praying to God our friendship would never end. May 13 Valentine Poems (1)I always like writing poems, specially when I write about something that really is into my heart and feelings. Along the years I have written many poems, some of them while being in love, some for close friends and some even in a moment of anger.
I thought it would be nice to share with the people my work and get some comments on it, and I am open for any discussion.
Below was one of my first longer poems, and I wrote it to my ex-fiancee on our first valentine and it goes as this:
When it comes to define love
I would say it is like a dove That takes my heart and flies And wipe my tears and cries And when I say what is care
It is the love to share And live your life to spare With kindness without despair But when they ask about you
I say an angel and it's true That God had sent her down To light my life like dawn Unfortunately as they always say, love stories never end like in the movies because they simply don't get what happens after the movie ends, of whatever troubles and problems they face after that happy ending.
This won't be my last submit for my work and I promise to submit more later. May 09 New Year’s ResolutionsIn couple of weeks I am turning 25 and I couldn’t stop thinking of my new year’s resolutions. At first I took a look back to my last year’s resolutions, I can tell you it wasn’t a happy time looking back to it.
My last year’s resolutions were to get engaged and get promoted. Well for the first, unfortunately I broke up with my girl less than a month right after my birthday and it wasn’t a happy ending either. And for the second, I am still trying hard for two years in my company but nothing is up yet. So this is just to tell you how sad I felt when I passed a whole year without accomplishments.
What is life without accomplishments and dreams coming true, and this is drove me to an important lesson and conclusion. Resolutions should be made about something that you can control, something you have your hands into it and not something that relies on many other things or people.
Simply when resolutions are simpler and don’t include many external variables, the probability of fulfilling it is higher. After coming to this conclusion, it is time to decide on my new year’s resolutions.
I always wanted to lose weigh, and now came the time, especially after my knee injury that I will have to live with it for the rest of my life. And for my knee’s sake, I have to lose weigh to lessen the effort on my knees holding my body.
Trying to think of another resolution, but seems like my head is all empty. I guess when it comes to matters that you control for yourself and in your life; it becomes hard to find resolutions to achieve in life. Simply a man in my age only requires job security and a partner to share their lives together, but none of those I control, and I promised myself not to let those trouble me as long as I am in peace.
I guess my resolution will be for now is try to take care of myself a bit and look after my health this coming years I live. February 02 Moment of solitudeIt just hurts sometimes when one feel lost in a wolrd so big that one cannot survive throught it all alone. One feels lonely in a world where he needs someone just to be there anytime he turns around, whether it is in the good or bad moments. Having the feeling of someone around all the time for you whenever you need to share your happiness and sadness is beyond description.
The point is how to choose the right one for you, because one might get decieved by what he sees around him that he start living in a dream full of happiness and sharing, but one day, the dream comes to an end, to a road where the bonding that has been there have to be broken, they have to go into two separate ways, a way one wouldn't have taken if he knew where it would have lead him in the first place.
This is nature, we go along with things, but it is a matter of how can you come around it and get over it. You can do that, but you come around to find the darkness of loneliness, thorns of solitude. This is something one cannot get over it by any means, even if one does, it is just temporary till it awakens again from underneath.
To think about it, which is better to live with? Giving up and just taking the life on your own, or fight back till one finds the right one. Whatever choice is made, it has consequences, and whatever consequences are taken, only pain will be endured, or sometimes happiness will lighten up the life around. Both are hard roads to take, but one got to take one of those roads, whether one likes it or not. November 18 Organ FARFISA for SaleOrgan FARFISA with 2 Layers keyboard (7 Octaves, 3.5 Octave each layer). With Bass and Volume Pedals in very good condition.
It is also bundled with a FARFISA Amplifier 90 WATT.
It plays eastern and western tunes, and it also comes with 16 various rhythm patterns like Bossa Nova, Samba, Cha-Cha, Disco, and many more.
Also it comes with those sections:
Also for more details you can check the photos below, and contact me on samy.saied@gmail.com or +202-287-4949. November 04 ITWorx on second day of EidHelloz... Kol sana wento tayebeen gamee3an, and hope you are all having fun and eating cookies, tons of them :P... Well i was at ITWorx today to get some stuff from work, and whilst being there, I took those photos in my album and I would love to share them with you.
As you will see that no one is there except me and my cousin who was taking the photos and admiring the environment of work we have at ITWorx. So check the new photos in my album and have fun in eid. November 03 Happy Eid EveryoneHey everyone, I would like to take this chance and wish you all a happy joyful eid full of fun and family gatherings. And word of advice, don't eat to much cookies or you will regret it later :)...
Happy Eid October 30 Lord of the Rings - II (Platinum Ext. Ed.) Finally arrivedFinally after along waiting and nagging at our company librarian who was handling the shipment for these DVD Packs First it started by watching the first two epics “Fellowship of the Rings”, “The Two Towers” on computer, and I couldn’t hold myself to watch the last finale in cinema this time. Unfortunately to my disappointment, I was expecting to see the mother of all excitement and finishings in that epic, especially after I watched the trailer. I didn’t like the cinema cut and even worse the cinema I watched it in sucked BIG TIME! But I learned later from my friend that there are extended editions from those epics, so I started searching for them and downloaded them, and to my amazement I found that there are 30min, 40min, 50min was cut from each epic consecutively. It is like another epic, OMG! By then I started to like the movie even more and more, soundtracks, directing, decoration, simply everything about it Anyways I used to have both the normal and extended editions on CDs ripped from a DVD version. Till that one day came, I was working over night at work and I was working for over 14 hours continuously. I had to stop working and do something else for a change. I noticed that one of my friends at work had a DVD for Matrix the movie. I put it in my laptop and watched it. This was my first time to watch a DVD movie from a DVD with super duper quality. Then coupla days later another one got some other movies, and I watched them on DVD too, and then it started to play up my head that I must get my movies as DVDs in the future. At the same time a friend of mine asked me for a copy from my Ext. Ed LOTR CDs, this is when I thought, man I was working my butt off the last month and I need to pamper myself a little, so I said wadda heck, I will buy them as DVDs and give the CDs to my friend. I entered Amazon and started to look for them, and MAN, I found the Platinum Series Extended Editions Widescreen editions of all epics. I told myself, I must buy them all, and so did I. Today I got my copy of “The Two Towers” and I kept watching all day just the making, man TWO FULL DVDs of makings and tons of interviews and everything as if you were there on the set with them. For all fans of LOTR, those are must get items. If anyone is interested about telling you about cool stuff in the DVDs, please write back in the comment with so, and I will be happy to share with you such great pleasurable experience. October 29 Awaking from the FluWell it is time for another blog in my boring blog :P... Well I just had a Snickers and I felt like writing specially, I am recovering now from my Flu.
Thank God it passed safely and shortly too, it first started by a burning throat, then after eating 19 Pectol pills, the throat was cleared then came the flu with running nose and eyes. But today after a nice weekend and great achievements, I feel alot better and I hope I am up and ready for the next working week, coz I bet there are tons of work awaiting me.
Btw, I have got some chocolates with me at work, so if you are any of my work mates, and want to celebrate passing the exam with me, come and share some with me, or actually, you can only take one :).. coz there arent much for everyone. October 27 Tonight is definitely my night :)Hey Fellas, I made it, I nailed it :)... Alhamdulelah today i passed my exam ...
Well today has been hell of a day to me, I woke up today with worse condition than yesterday, tearing burning eyes, runny nose and big headache. I wasn't able to continue my day at work already, I came around 1:30 after I finished my task for the week, and decided to go home and rest before my exam as I didn't want to get exhausted before it, as everytime I sit around the computer my eyes tear and turn red and I can't just read clearly.
I came around 7 and went to the examing center and nervous as always, heart beating, sweating :P... I bought some Pectol on the way for my flu and some drugs to stop my runny nose, as I don't wanna sniff sniff all the exam :) Anyways I went there, read some quraan on my way and asked God for the success Insha'Allah.
I have went there and waited outside till the exam time came, I had to sign some checklist and regulations paper for the exams, anyways, there was that room with two machines and the room was sooo tight, and it was freezing, first i increased the temperature then i stopped the lever then the guy just took the remote and shut it off :). Anyways, I entered the exam, and kept skipping all the bla bla bla before the exam, and I got to the exam questions.. Alhamdulelah they were not as hard as I expected, and things were just smooth and going easily. I had around 42 questions and I finished them in like around 30 min, and remained an extra 20 min reviewing my questions as I didn't wanna finish early and regret that later.
As most of you all know, the exam result instantaneously appear after clicking end the exam. I clicked end exam and it asked me if I am sure i want to end. I clicked yes, and it remained in the same page, i freaked out for a second and I thought, OMG, don't tell me it freezed, but the guy beside me told me to click it again. Well i am used that a bar with the result either blue or red depending you pass or not, that didnt appear, instead it showed some text with the score. But thank God i passed :).. Maaaan, what a relief...
Before I went to the exam I promised myself if I got over 90% i ll buy myself some Kajoo and expensive nuts for the night, to eat them while watching a movie and pampering myself :P... And bought I did, and also i bought my favorite KitKat Chunky and kept dancing in the car while listening to music on my way home..
Man I am so happy, Soon Insha'Allah, I will continue with my exams till i get the MCSD.NET.
Wish me luck y'all, and thanks for all who prayed for me.  October 26 I'm Dyin HereI can't believe I made it to work today, and the thing that surprised me more I even went to gym as usual.
Well here I will tell you why, it has been coupla days I feel a soar and dry throat, and I believe I am getting the cold. The day before yesterday i slept like 9 because I slept very late the day before, anways I woke up before the Fajr, drank water and waited for the prayers. I finished the prayers and kept awake all day. Went to work and returned as usual, then I decided to sleep early again to try to wake up at the Fajr.
Alhamdulelah I woke up the Fajr, but I couldn't do like the day before, and went back to sleep. I woke up at 8, headed to the gym, bas I couldn't continue my 30min workout session, so I continued like for 17min and felt so tired, coz my throat is killing me and I don't have enough energy. Stopped there for a while, played a little with the weigh machines and then took a shower, and here I am back to work...
I am really amazed I am still alive and have the power to continue working, bet you are amazed too :P... Anyways wish me luck tomorrow as I am having an exam tomorrow for my certification and I don't know what will I do with that cold around! What a perfect timing! Alhamdulelah... October 25 Blog activated :)Well I came to notice that all IT-geeks have a blog for them, and I couldn't help notice how much my blog is inactive for long periods. Here I start it again, and by now I have added three photo albums for you people to share my moments with my friends and family. Hope you like 'em. And I promise that I will write more often in the blog with more and more useful and funny stuff. September 12 Quote of the dayKeep your feet on the ground, but let your heart soar as high as it will. September 08 Quote of the day"It is not only by the questions we have answered that progress may be measured, but also by those we are still asking."
--Freda Adler September 07 Quote of the day"People underestimate their capacity for change. There is never a right time to do a difficult thing." --John Porter August 11 Quote of the dayIt is inevitable that some defeat will enter even the most victorious life. The human spirit is never finished when it is defeated ... it is finished when it surrenders. - Ben Stein |
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. I can’t describe how much those DVDs and especially that movie means to me. I can put it as my #1 movie in my all life.